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2004-03-29T17:34:00.000+08:00

wanted to link everyone. but com. went cranky. ohwells.

2004-03-29T17:16:00.000+08:00

feeling very lazy these few days. haiz. tests coming again. cannot slack liaoz. haven't been doing any homework. esp. maths and add maths. copied eveything from joyce. feeling pretty bad. on friday at ACS[I]. notbad. just go there for lyk 2 hrs then can get badge already. *grins. then on saturday have campfire. haiz. until abt 11pm. got my gold badge for guides liaoZ. janice saved me. copied lyk more than half the paper frm her. i can't memorize things.

nothing really happened today. maybe except that penny ang got hit on the face by the ball when she tried to give us tips. wanling and i laughed so much. but kency, yingyee, singning and chienru didn't laugh much. i don't think they have much humor.

2004-03-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

cut my hair on sunday. cuz i had nothing to do. didn't even go out. only went out to visit my maternal grandma at the hospital. cut it short. went to school today and most people said this suited me better.

anyway, got back chemistry today. it was not bad. 35.5/50. sarah got the highest in class. 41. went to the music center to get them to photocopy the receipt for the arts explorer crap. can't believe i actually did it. but nvm. when i got there saw this music bk. all the nice songs all in it. e.g. so yesterday, guilty,... *grins.

going to have OBS in may. and my mom already written a letter of excuse. saying that i have an allergy to grass and dust which i think i have. i mean the last camp i went to i sneezed to crazy when i slept near the grass what. the other excuse was that i have asthma. 3 reason. not bad. and i can't believe that sw and mel are actually going for OBS. although it's for the NYAA's CCA pts (which i don't really need)*wicked grin, i still can't believe it some how.

can miss class on friday. *smiles. going to help out in the sports heats as starters. it's at 1pm. class ends at 1.30pm on friday. and then being starters i think it should be quite easy. just raise the flag, [piang] the gun then finish already. although have to do until 5pm, but i don't mind. can get sun tan also, although not not in much need of a suntan. but i don't mind getting darker. look my "sporty", less of the "anti-OBS" kind. better that way right?

2004-02-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

exams these few days. i'm now absolutely sure that i hate languages. definately going to flunk my english. my summary only had like 9 points when i had to have 15?! didn't go for the thinking day crap. so boring lor. luckily goh ai lin accepted my reason or else die. hope she doesn't make us do something if we didn't go for thinking day. and my attendence. guides is SO UNFAIR! joyce say that if you don't go for dance and you have a letter, then you will still have attendence. wadda hell. haiZ.

going for the st margret's campfire on 27 of march. actually wanted to go for the SJI one. my cousin's there what. but like nobody want to go. and then it's like the second last day of the holidays. the scouts there so suay. holiday still have to go back and prepare. what a sad life. tml have social studies and addmaths. *groans.

2004-02-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

feeling damnn inferior in my class. eveyone so smart. the joyce quek lijuan beside me is lyk 8th in the whole level. PLUS they also do extra homework. am i in the right planet? The amaths so difficult. i mean it's not my fault that i'm usually very tired in the afternoon right. not like i have nothing better to do. which is actually quite true, considering my CCA schedule. once a week. *grins. taking up guitar courses soon. with shi yan and her friend. ask afew pple at school. felt like i was the only free person there. everyone say they have no time. fine lar.

watched [stuck on you] already. it was very funny. but the plot was lame. watched [school of rock], [brother bear =(] and [love actually] since my last entry which was like ages ago. but nvm. maybe i should go watch [peter pan] during flag day on saturday. hmm.

2003-12-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

the most pathetic days of my life

how pathetic is it when you have to eat your food when you can't even see it? and that you saw enough bugs to last you a lifetime. and you've fed an entire army of mosquitos. the camp was so pathetic. i, gui geyi, am never EVER going to a camp ever again. i've got so many ant bites all over me.

the first day of the camp was so far the best. excluding today of course. the shower was like just coming down in drops. and it was so flooded. but peiqi cleared the drain which was choked with all the icky stuff. ewww. awhile later we had dinner which we couldn't see. it was so dammit dark. couldn't see a thing. all the food looked the same to me. but had to finish up all the food. anyway i was rather hungry. with all the pitching of tents and crap. after dinner had to wash some clothes which they purposely stained for some laundress badge thing. had lights out at around 2300. but i couldn't slp. all the mad dogs barking outside. bark and bark until about 0100 the next morning. but it didn't really help. kh started snoring/breathing very hard [don't know which is which]. but the point is, I COULDN"T SLEEP.
slept a little.

woke up at abt 0600 the next morning. got at most 4hrs of slp. ate breakfast and did some duties then we went for the wide games thing. finished it early and went back to redo the shoerack or was it the baggage rack that we needed to change. went to the rock wall after that. hated it. joseph tan was there. he very lame. alot lamer than yitian in her lame mood. the whole time he was saying that he very 'in'. *rolls eyes. nobody climbed past half the wall. in fact no one even reached that point. xinyuan[g3] climed the highest. after that we painted glass then they went kayaking. hate kayaking though i never tried it. don't plan to try. so muddy. anyway, didn't go. said i had my period. i planned before the camp. *laughs evily. at around 2030 after the pathetic shower and dinner, had the theory test. heard that more than 3/4 failed. i mean it's not our fault what. the paper so difficult. couldn't slp again that night.

had outdoor cooking the next day. cooked in the dirt. almost burnt my legs in the process. the fire was so blardy hot. needed to shovel the embers out of the dirt hole then can bury the chicken. had to chop wood for the fire too. yingwei said i very violent. but if not violent then how to chop the wood. some pple [e.g tok ying wei] even needed my highly sought for professional help. ego. can't help it. have to feed my ego. after lunch we had the challenge valley. damn. it was the worst part of the camp. had the run through the mud, touch the mud on the tyres. and worst of all, dunk into the mud pool. if that's their way of torturing me. you've succeeded. before the campfire we had dinner. after that, had court of honour. don't let the name get into you. because of that damn session, i only came back to the tent at around 0140 the next morning. wonderful right. peiqi came back at only around 0200.

the last day finally came. striked camp [kept the tent] and packed our bags. had lunch and dinner at the camp site they we got a bus back to crescent. slept through half the journey. i just love the modern society.

2003-11-29T10:01:00.000+08:00

couldn't slp last night. blardy alarm. went off in the middle of the night at ard 2am. holidays are really getting boring. didn't have anything to do. went to the VCD rental shop. but there were no nice movies. *sigh. surfed the movie website. found out shrek2 is coming out next year. shrek was a great show.

monday going to have camp. and it's 9am. first thing, it's so dammit early. second, it's the rush hour. hello i don't want to squeeze with lyk a thousand pple plus my camping bag. argh. but have to go for the CCA points. hope they won't have anymore meetings after this camp. i'll have to miss them.

taking phy & chem next year. geog elective and lit also. only 3 pple frm 2C3 going to C3 next year. sarah and joanna. *sigh. ordered the bks online already. supposed to come yesterday. but didn't. argh. and i'm going for camp already.

friday going to watch love actually. pretty long show. but not as long as lord of the rings. they even have the marathon show. 12 hrs. frm 9am to 9pm. also want to watch brother bear. but i'm not sure. mom didn't seem willing to let me watch love actually in the first place.

2003-11-25T12:51:00.000+08:00

the last skin really went cranky. changed a new one. got into 3C3 next year. now i don't really want to take lit and geog already. ohwells.

2003-10-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

i FAILED english.a dammit 49.17%. although overall i passed, with 53%. the point is i failed the paper. but the other subjects still ok. bought 'the moment' not bad. i like buying greatest hits CDs. most of the are nice. the Cd with some tomato on the cover also not bad. got pulled AND POKED [by melodie tay mei xuan] to kino. didn't want to go. had tuition later. wanted to go home to SLEEP. then they spent alot of time choosing the bks. and i am now v. broke. paid 1/2 of the jay chou CD for mel. paid $5 for class fund. and i only have less than $50 for the rest of my holidays. gosh. how am i going to survive. sw better bring the 'just friends' bk tml. cuz i burnt her CD already. i have nothing to read already. must go to the library tml. hope there are nice bks. the bks they bought today not bad. hope the 'bachelor' 's nice. read the second bk. it's not bad but the cover's orbeet.

and today went through another emotional and physical torture. sw and mel went to hide BOTH of my shoes in the room where they keep the spare tables beside the toilet. great. so they made me take it down BAREFOOTED after much torture. and they just had to photograph the whole process using rachel t.'s camera. they even took the picture of me with tt ORBEET plastic bags on my feet. i didn't willingly put them on. maybe should join some human rights organisation. fight for human rights. stop the inhumane torture of innocent parties. e.g. me from them.

2003-10-18T18:17:00.000+08:00

so unlucky today AGAIN. got chosen for the color party. for guides. dunno if can get pts for that. but nvm. the main pt is, when i came baq, went to bathe. guess what. NO WATER. the best part is i already shampooed my hair. GREAT. so i on all the taps. still no water. so i walked around the house like some soaked thing. still had shampoo dripping from my hair. didn't have water in the whole house. the only source were the ice cubes and a utterly pathetic amt of water. so mixed the rest of the water and the ice cubes together. so freeking cold can. ran the freezing cold water through my hair. got a brain freeze. trust me, you won't want to try that.

so suai can. i think i'm kind of unlucky with something called 'cold'. the ice-skating thing also. my hand was freezing then. today also. guess it's just my luck. i nv was lucky. had a personality test yesterday. was a S and I. zhi hui and trina were Cs. smart pple. zhi hui is so smart lor. TOPPED the LEVEL in english, highest in class for science. maybe i should try to be a C too. maybe i'll get smarter. shall start thinking abt chim stuff.

2003-10-12T16:07:00.000+08:00

was bored so put pple in my links. so if you don't want me to link you. ps tell me.

2003-10-12T15:34:00.000+08:00

yea. exams finally over. went ice skating yesterday. so malu can. we were skating then turned a corner. then zq lost her balance, pulled me allong. great. NOT THAT I MIND. but me skirt was so dammit wet and it flew up. thank goodness i was wear shorts underneath. but it was still so blardy malu. and it so happens that sw fell on me too. and i scraped me elbow. after that maluating incident, we went down to kfc to grab something. i din't eat anything. the main reason was because i was TOTALLY BROKE. at the table opp. us, i saw this group of RV guys. then i reconized one of them was xuan kai. now i remember his name.

after eating. they wanted to go to my house. rach t. wanted to see my sister and zq wanted to see the golf set. we borrowed the bridget jone's diary. after sending them off, found out that my mom was back. sad. can't go out that late anymore.

my day just got worse. patrol leader called to tell me that there was guide meeting tml. 8 AM! just after exams and have to go for guides. not that i have any choice. din have 80% attendance the other time. nothing to do at home. nothing to eat. finding some courses i can take. or i'll be bored to death this holiday. but i think i'll be dead before the holidays. all the papers were so difficult. got a nervous breakdown during the maths paper2. couldn't think. not that i love maths or anything. all the papers were killers. don't even think i'll pass maths. ok. i was never gd at maths. 25% for the first common test. the only thing i love abt today is that there's no school tml. marking day! day after that too.

2003-09-04T18:42:00.000+08:00

have to stay back for guides yesterday, today and tml. my life just sux. last day of school also must stay baq. as far as i remembered, i only missed 2 meetings the whole year. must be the holiday meetings. i went for abt 2 only. but not my fault what. i couldn't go. this week was quite nice. obviously excluding the guide 'meetings'. because have NO MASS RUN. great izzit it. whole week no mass run. *grins.

i think goh ai lin think we muscle woman or smt. the whole guide den was in a mess and she expected us to tidy it. if it's just putting the things back into order, i completely won't mind at all. i might complain a little though. anyway, the shelves and cabinates were right in the middle of the room. and we had to push it to the side. 4 pple only. i truly didn't realise that i became some muscle freak like yt lyk tt. and the room was so dammit dusty. hope it'll be better tml.

2003-08-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

argh. this freeking thing. today have quite abit of hw. but i somehow don't feel lyk doing it. maybe tml going out to find the hats or smt. but most likely i won't find it. think we're going bowling instead. went around practically the whole skool during CS. saw zhi qi and the band precussionists wearing those totally ORBEET clothes. gosh. i won't be caught dead in them. at least zhiqi's one not tt bad. but still it's...

2003-08-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

went for bowling yesterday. and i got the FIRST strike. rachel t. keep on calling the ACS [i] pple beside us on the other lane mopeng. although it's quite true. but two of them are PROS. and we are lyk ... but the most UNPRO guy whose name is some orbeet smily also win lyk all of us. although my name is AH GUI throughout most of the game. hey, i can't help it k. sw go and put one. not my fault.

today went home straight after school *ting*. supposed to fix the computer. but can home to sleep instead. but i read some bks though. i think yt, rach t., mel and sw went to play tennis or something. saw mel's mother's car turning into the main road and not orchard. have the blaster worm thing. blardy. spent abt 20 mintues fixing that thing then i can blog. borrowed some books before i came home today. read abit before i slept. still haven't got the dammit hat for this saturday yet. *sigh.

2003-08-04T13:04:00.000+08:00

very long never blog already. i mean not my fault what.i tired what. now my background stars gone already. argh. lazy to go change another one. just finish the PBL presentation. jessie got a nervous breakdown. *sigh. i think i repeated alot of points. blardy joanna. do the thing until lyk so pro. have video clip somemore. but i still think the website that we did very pro. *grins. i do one what. -halo appears-. still TRYING to concentrate on doing the project journal. but somehow i still fail. i mean lyk DUh. then why am i blogging? argh. shall be good and do the dammit journal now.

2003-07-13T14:01:00.000+08:00

forgot to bring home any hw baq home. maybe go baq to school den do but i tink i'll most likely copy. my oral i think i die liaoZ. i said very little things lor. had maths test the other time. still ok lar. just getting more and more careless only. luckly vaish reminded me anout my mistakes. or else i tink it will be even worse. haiZ. tml still have skool. hate the new timetable. PE and mass run on the same day lor. and it's not only for one day. BOTH DAYS. *growls.

2003-07-10T15:52:00.000+08:00

this is a rubbish post. please pay no attention to it.